After everything that happened with marte, I had a breakdown and got sent to the crisis unit for a week. I was skeptical at first, but now thatit’s over, i’m so glad I went. It was intense… Lockdown for 6 days, 12 hours of therapy a day, sharing a house with a bunch of crazy strangers… But it was good for me. I’ve got a whole new perspective and I haven’t felt this positive in ages. I was discharged yesterday and I walked away with a new outlook, a new friend, and a positive attitude. I’m ready to get mt life back on track and I’ve already made some progress. I’ve got a job interview tomorrow just because the guy said I seem like I have an awesome personality. I’ve got a new friend who shares my interests and actually understands my problems because she goes through the same things. I’ve got more motivation and determination to make things happen. The people at the center were so supportive… Not just the staff, but the other patients too. They helped me realize all the positive things about myself and made me see that all my negativity is self induced. I’ve got a whole new mindset now and I feel ready to conquer all my problems. I really feel like things are only going to get better from here. I’ve finally got hope. Sometimes it takes hitting rock bottom to make it to the top of the mountain.
